Track #10 from the Manifesto Self-Released Metal Compilation Vol.1
lyrics
Decades thrown to waste so called living
Life degenerates, it's merely existing
Shackled and shallow surpassed by time
Left hopeless in rage, offered chances denied
Age of vividness lived in frustration
Built up on bitterness spent in desperation
Self deprived of pride and progress
Each ounce of energy deliriously squandered
Comfort replaced by sickening anguish
Relief consumed by purposeless remorse
From black to gold and back to black once more
A stability most enraging remains despite aging
Asphyxiating on the stench of foul thoughts
Consequence of opportunities blanked
So keep thriving with a crown of rotting mud
From vitality to septic soul of black
Fable circle of conditions long ago passed
Immovable anxiety destined to everlast
Sleepless and drained of positivity
Plunged into anguish worried to infinity